Purity

by ENVINITY

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To The Head Records This album is the culmination of everything this band has been working toward. They side-step some of the aggression of their previous effort, but man, this is a beautiful album. It's obvious that a lot of care went into making this album what it is. Totally worth your time and support! Favorite track: The Catalyst.
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1.
06:47
You You ripped it away The child in me The child has died And now I’m alive You You’ve broken my mind And took all I knew And ended my life And now I’m alive You You’ve opened my eyes And changed everything I bled out my heart And now I’m alive Oh, I want to thank you You You burned it all down Revealed me true And ruined the world And now I’m alive You You ripped it away The child in me The child has died And now I’m alive Reborn through affliction I suffer with joy And you were the catalyst Glorious dissection Such beautiful pain And you were the catalyst Oh, I want to thank you Thank you for this Reborn through affliction I suffer with joy And you were the catalyst Glorious dissection Such beautiful pain And you were the catalyst You were the catalyst
2.
06:03
The world inside was magic and bliss I Thought the world outside was the same Pains me to say, perhaps it’s not this way No, no The world inside was pure wonderment I thought the world outside was the same Idealistical naïveté When I was young life was full of opportunity What I lived and what I dreamed were both the same And everything that I touched would turn to gold Safe and warm in the arms of my imagination Kept away and sheltered from the dark out there And everything would be alright, this I believed Frightening and cold, there it waits for me Won’t you rescue me? Never growing old, stay the boy always Won’t you comfort me? The world inside was magic and bliss I Thought the world outside was the same Pains me to say, perhaps it’s not this way No, no The world inside was pure wonderment I thought the world outside was the same Idealistical naïveté Everyday I’d explore possibilities And every new experience was wonderful And in the eyes of those inside I could do no wrong The sun would rise and fill the room with inspiration And I could be anything within my mind No one said someday soon all this would change Frightening and cold, there it waits for me Won’t you rescue me? Never growing old, stay the boy always Won’t you comfort me? The world inside was magic and bliss I Thought the world outside was the same Pains me to say, perhaps it’s not this way No, no The world inside was pure wonderment I thought the world outside was the same Idealistical naïveté You know you’re such a fool
3.
You had believed in me, put trust in what I said And then I only let you down So much potential gone to waste and thrown away I am a failure, I’m a fake You can say it’s all okay But how can I earn your trust again? You can say it’s all okay But will you believe in me again? Give up on me I tried so hard, I got back up a thousand times You always watched me get knocked down You used to say I could do anything I dreamed of And it feels so bad to prove you wrong (And I’m so sorry) You can say it’s all okay But how can I earn your trust again? You can say it’s all okay But will you believe in me again? Give up on me
4.
Morning, I wake up to more nothing It’s not changing Passion and desire have long since left me Not returning This pointless monotony consumes me There’s no beauty I’m aimless, and drifting, and I no longer care Meaning now is worthless And worth it has no value And value’s lost its meaning So why do anything at all? The hopeless darkness of my future Is never-ending And all things I’ve done will be forgotten And useless This joyless repetition drains me I’m on empty And out of reasons, and I no longer care Meaning now is worthless And worth it has no value And value’s lost its meaning So why do anything at all? Why do anything? Meaning now is worthless And worth it has no value And value’s lost its meaning So why do anything at all?
5.
Oh, are you ready? We are the masses Oh, won’t you stand up? We’ve got the numbers Oh, don’t you want it? Time for succession Oh, can’t you feel it? We are the standard I’ve got no morals, so look at me (All eyes on me) My god is money, so look at me (All eyes on me) I am a whore, so look at me (All eyes on me) I offer nothing, so look at me (All eyes on me) We are the surface We are the hollow We are the generation of Antillectuals Oh, are you ready? We are the masses Oh, won’t you stand up? We’ve got the numbers Oh, don’t you want it? Time for succession Oh, can’t you feel it? We are the standard I’ve got no morals, so look at me (All eyes on me) My god is money, so look at me (All eyes on me) I am a whore, so look at me (All eyes on me) I offer nothing, so look at me (All eyes on me) We are the surface We are the hollow We are the generation of Antillectuals We are the worthless We are the shallow We are the generation of Antillectuals I deserve it, and I’m worth it the world by default owes me big, no need to earn it Everyone loves me, I always get my way It’s ‘cause I’m so damn beautiful and got so much money Inebriation, it’s a state of being I focus on the flesh, the biggest slut I can be I ain’t shallow, I just keep it real Just like me heroes on TV, they don’t get paid to think or feel No men don’t cry, or fear, or feel empathy It’s cool to be cruel, fuck your sensitivity How can I be aimless? I’m better than you Bigger house, better car and more kids than you too Learning’s for fools, and smart kids are lame Give me my six figure job, 140 characters of fame So god bless America, and god bless everyone Choke on our values, ‘cause we are number one! We are the surface We are the hollow We are the generation of Antillectuals We are the worthless We are the shallow We are the generation of Antillectuals
6.
06:54
A struggle in my mind, I’m pulled from up above And from below The animal desires, it’s begging for release I can’t comply To move beyond this urge, this petty human drive I have tried Sometimes I can’t control the sabotage in me It’s hard to fight I want to drown inside of you But can I give in to lust? Submerge myself in the physical I want to give in to lust Sexuality, I’ve tried hard to avoid My complex The flesh it calls my name, seduces me with lies Will I decline? This strange morality that keeps me all alone Is it right? Experience I shun, from pleasure I abstain But I don’t know why I want to drown inside of you But can I give in to lust? Submerge myself in the physical I want to give in to lust I want to drown inside of you But can I give in to lust? Submerge myself in the physical I want to give in to lust I wanna feel I wanna give in to you And I wanna know And I wanna give in to you
7.
Late at night there’s an aching in your room And an emptiness outside that’s pushing you in Drink it down, there’s another empty glass But the emptiness you feel is steeping in you Through the haze of the cigarette smoke As you’re staring through the wall, you dread being alone Anyone, anytime, anywhere, anything That can fill what’s lacking in you Will you ever be okay being just one? Will you ever fight the need to be always two? There’s a truth that you’ll never want to know And the only real answer you will not hear You live your life always asking who you are What you want, how you’ll live and where you should go Keep on running from the fear in that pristine globe Shake it up and let it snow You just can’t be alone Codependent duality And I’m almost sorry that you’ll never know yourself (Afraid of what you are) And I’m almost sorry that you’ll never know yourself (Afraid of what you’ll see) Late at night there’s an aching in your room And an emptiness outside that’s pushing you in Drink it down, there’s another empty glass But the emptiness you feel is steeping in you Through the haze of the cigarette smoke As you’re staring through the wall, you dread being alone Anyone, anytime, anywhere, anything That can fill what’s lacking in you Will you ever be okay being just one? Will you ever fight the need to be always two? There’s a truth that you’ll never want to know And the only real answer you will not hear You live your life always asking who you are What you want, how you’ll live and where you should go Keep on running from the fear in that pristine globe And I’m almost sorry that you’ll never know yourself (Afraid of what you are) And I’m almost sorry that you’ll never know yourself (Afraid of what you’ll see) You just can’t be alone Codependent duality
8.
To all the lost children who only want to find their way To all the little dreamers who haven’t lost their innocence To all the visionaries for all the beauty you could bring To all the strong believers in truth and purity In this world we don’t belong To all the lost children who only want to find their way To all the little dreamers who haven’t lost their innocence To all the visionaries for all the beauty you could bring To all the strong believers in truth and purity In this world we don’t belong Fuck me for all of my passion Fuck me for all that I’ve learned Fuck me for trying to be happy Fuck me for all that I love Fuck me for all that I stand for Fuck me for all my ideals Fuck me for all that I’ve worked for Fuck me for having a heart Fuck me for all I believe in Fuck me for all of my mind Fuck me for all I’ve created Fuck me for trying to succeed Fuck me for all that I offer Fuck me for how much I care Fuck me for all I’ve imagined Fuck me for being alive In this world we don’t belong Fuck me
9.
04:51
Mr. Everyman Everything seems to go your way And it pains me to compare ‘Cause I can’t trust my heart I can’t trust my way No, I can’t trust myself Was I wrong? Was I wrong, should I follow you? You seem so happy Mr. Everyman It doesn’t take much to satisfy And it pains me to compare ‘Cause I can’t trust my heart I can’t trust my way No, I can’t trust myself Was I wrong? Mr. Everyman Nothing really seems to get you down And it pains me to compare ‘Cause I can’t trust my heart I can’t trust my way No, I can’t trust myself Was I wrong? Was I wrong, should I follow you? You seem so happy I never thought I could sway And I’m doubting my choice Maybe traditional life Could suit me Mr. Everyman The game of life just lets you win And it pains me to compare ‘Cause I can’t trust my heart I can’t trust my way No, I can’t trust myself Was I wrong?
10.
Here I stand In condemnation All for becoming human Pain in every breath and guilt in each step that we take Our days are filled with the anguish of nothing Blame in every face and hate in the hearts of our friends and lovers Does trust exist just for betrayal? This hell of never ending time Mistakes and wounds of fate Replay the rest of my life Wake up to despair and bleakness that fills up our cup It overflows as we choke down more hope Rape us from the start, this constant disorder will plague us This infection of being alive This hell of never ending time Here I stand In condemnation All for becoming human
11.
04:21
I’m just so tired of all the people I’m just so tired of the world I’m just so tired of awareness I’m just so tired of being awake I’m just so tired of always failing I’m just so tired of losing hope I’m just so tired of emotions I’m just so tired of myself And all the pain is starting to numb And all my childhood memories slip away There’s contentment for the very first time And I close my eyes

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released March 22, 2018

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